Tuesday, March 31, 2009

I'll go

I am feeling a little bit overwhelmed by life right now.

I just ate corn chips IN MY BED and somehow wasted 45 minutes. The power went out in the middle of the night again so my alarm got reset. Now I have to go take the fastest shower in the universe.

I sort of just want to do a deep clean and purge EVERYTHING - or at least everything unnecessary - from my life and apartment, but I don't know when or even if that could happen. I am carrying too much, I can feel it, and it is wearing me out, and I don't know if I should purge the physical first, or if that is just a symptom.

Maybe Wednesday.

I need to eat some molasses and other iron-rich food so hopefully I can donate blood this time. I was rejected last time I tried, (the first time I was rejected in YEARS). Sigh. Universal donor. They'll just keep calling me... okay, I'll go I'll go I'll go I'll go. I'll go.

I need to be purified.

4 comments:

ju said...

i had just been reading this again when we started chatting last night. :)
http://tosendwarmth.blogspot.com/2007/11/push-back.html
i'm feeling this way a bit lately myself.

Redoubt said...

Purge the physical first, it will give you a sense of catharsis and help you feel more in control. Then you can start working on the harder stuff.

sunlize said...

I hear ya. Everything just seems like TOO MUCH to handle. I want to burrow in my bed and hibernate until May.

Regarding giving blood, this may not be the best time to be donating. Giving blood takes a lot out of you and it taxes your body. (It has to make all of these new blood cells.) You can always donate at a later time. Listen to your body and it will tell you what to do. :)

Beth said...

Corn chips in bed....sounds like the only way to eat chips.

How about if I make you some molasses cookies, and then you can dip them in molasses milk? De-lish!!!!